Saturday, March 31, 2012

do you think the thoughts you have in your head can be as powerful as things said out loud

i they are one and hte same

(at the moment of writing this, this is on present on my (virtual/real?) life:

https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-idrFK-Icz7g/T2-9Dt9Hq1I/AAAAAAAABwM/P3VmNkRN7y8/s833/DSC_0674.jpg
https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-YxMOH1i-CHA/T2-9GgovuNI/AAAAAAAABwU/LuHUrx44uBA/s833/DSC_0677.jpg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7h2ryr_uUEs&ob=av2e (i like the way he moans so much... his voice too, but the moans make my chest pound a little bit)
)


thoughts transcend into actions (and vice versa)
not always verbal (but always something)
the eyes cant deceive someone who isnt afraid to look into them
taking a chance to get drawn into a tornado
oh, when the eyes look away (!!)
when they look out of the corner
theres no defined meaning to that
but, in context, they say so much

things said out loud are......
cycles (a lot of the time, not always... you can really pierce sometimes)
i found myself abstracting out a conversation
and it was like seeing a marble on top of a moving platform whose center was blocked off
there was never a resoultion
an end point
it was just revolving around something unspeakable
powered by enthusiasm
were we afraid to speak THE unspeakable?
im not sure
but we did not touch it
and i was thinking about it the entire time
my chest feeling hollow
wanting to REACH SOMEWHERE
not just being a spectator of this phenomenon that emanated such strange energy
i wanted to put my hands over it, like over a fire
and then slide them apart from each other, and give my chest a peek of this
trying to fill in the hollow
but there was no way of doing that
the other party was comfortable just walking around
strolling along with time
... so i did the same.

the flowers look sad, dont they?
i think the photographer relates to the things presented to him out there, and captures them

(what about the "before i forget"s?)