Monday, November 14, 2011

PAPAS PAPAS PAPAS

1.) stream of consciousness
Flying saucers donuts
south congress street wish i could just walk there more
homophobes suuuuuure?
armadillos oh nice shell
Chris Lukas aiii cristobal (hand thing)
oatmeal crunchy
Mexico sad
New York a phase
Honey Ohs o ho ho ho hoho ho hohoho
The Outdoor School silence

How is your brain different from August?
before the outdoor school i think i was very much about collecting knowledge somehow, like having a box inside my head about all the stuff i could know about/stuff i couldn't understand/i thought had no explanation... i still thought that i could have an explanation in my head. but being here i realized that its better to just feel it out instead of trying to understand it, cuz when you try to understand it, its a different idea in and of itself, and when you're feeling it out, you're actually seeing it as it is. i dont know what it means, but, it.

Do you think you can use this newfound mentality to learn piano?
I think so, because when i was looking at the pieces today, at the music sheets, i was not really trying to understand them, because my brain was being a little lazy, but i was still able to (belch) read something by just looking at it, and it was like an overall reading and something i could still understand in a different way then if i had spent hours figuring out the notes.

What is your greatest weakness right now?
Umm... being lazy.

What is your greatest strength right now?
Being open to just doing whatever whenever.

How do you think that you have changed my mind in the time we've known each other?
Well, I think you've been able to watch me grow more than I've been able to watch myself grow, so I think maybe my tendency to abstract things and to put them in a different place in the world while still being able to feel out stuff and not box it up all the time... that may have showed you that you can have both worlds kind of.... im trying to be able to intertwine them... annnndddd... im actually not sure of anything i just said.

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